Written by Adam & Cesia Ogle
My wife and
I had the privilege of serving God as missionaries in Ghana, West Africa.
During our fourth year in Ghana, we were blessed to find out we were expecting
our third child. We were so happy and had already chosen the name Audrey for
the new baby. When Cesia was 7 months along, we went to a clinic in Ghana for a
routine ultrasound. During the ultrasound the technician became very somber,
and would not respond to our questions. At the end, he gave me a printed photo
of the ultrasound with a picture of Audrey's head. A portion of the picture was
circled with a pen and the word Encephalocele was written there by hand. Of
course, I questioned the tech, but he was unable to give any information. So we
quickly traveled back to our apartment and began researching this condition.
Soon we realized our Audrey had a serious and life threatening problem.
We
contacted our doctors stateside and they both agreed we needed to get back to
America as quickly as possible. This was all on Monday of that week. By
Wednesday we were on our way to Accra, Ghana, to then fly to Nashville where
our two older children had been born.
Our doctor
in Nashville had arranged for us to go straight to the hospital upon our
arrival to the US. Family members took our children to their house while Cesia
and I went to the hospital. It had been almost 24 hours since we left our home
in Kumasi. During the travel, I had the hope that the Ghanaian doctors had
misdiagnosed Audrey's condition and we would soon learn all was well with our
unborn baby.
At
Northcrest Hospital, the ultrasound techs were very nice and kind, but quickly
became serious when they saw the images of Audrey. The tech went through the full ultrasound, but
was unable to answer our questions about her condition. Soon, the radiologist
entered the room; he too went through another ultrasound. At the end of about 3
hours of scanning the images of Audrey, they were ready to inform us of the
condition of our baby.
The doctor
asked Cesia to step out of the room as he informed me that indeed our daughter
had an Encephalocele. He proceeded to show me images of Audrey's head and
brain. In the images he identified where her brain was developing both inside
and outside of her cranium. He further explained that portions of her body were
already beginning to shut down due to the pressure on the spinal column form
the malformation. He showed me places on her intestines, kidneys, and skin that
were already showing signs that they were not functioning.
Of course,
I was devastated by the news, and moments later, when Cesia walked back into
the room, she knew from the look on my face that the condition was serious. The
doctor told us there was nothing he could do. No procedure he could perform,
nothing. He said within the next week or two her heart would stop working and
she would pass away.
We sat on a
bench in front of the hospital weeping for our daughter. I felt enormous anger
at God for putting us in this situation. Dr. Browning, who was our doctor, came
to meet us there. He too was weeping as he was a friend of the family and a
Christian. Dr. Browning kindly informed us that Northcrest hospital would be
unable to handle the medical situation, and we would be transferred to
Vanderbilt University Hospital in Nashville. He said that the doctors at
Vanderbilt would recommend terminating the pregnancy due to the low chance of
survival for Audrey, the quality of life if she did survive birth, and the
health risks to Cesia.
We knew we
could never terminate the pregnancy, it was God's will for us and He would
choose what He wanted. But the next week, waiting for our appointment at
Vanderbilt was filled with doubt and anger and worry. We both pushed away
family and friends to be alone and try to understand God's design in this
situation. I questioned Him and His will, until Sunday night the following
week. We had not attended any services since arriving to the US, but we came in
late to a Sunday night service at South Haven Baptist Church. We didn't really
know anyone at the church and, of course, because we were late, the usher found
us seats on the front row of the church. As we sat down, the choir sang a
special about a man standing at heaven's gate. As the saints walked in he cried
that he had no part with them, then as the martyrs walked by and lamented the
fact he was not among them, then a multitude of sinners ran toward the gates of
heaven and the man cried that he was among the sinners saved by grace.
The song
deeply touched my heart as I once again realized how good God was to save
me...a sinner, and His love for me far exceeded my love for Audrey. That night,
Cesia and I prayed truly for the first time for God's will to be done in the
life of Audrey. Whatever He chose, we knew would be His doing and it would be
good.
The next
day we drove to Vanderbilt Children's Hospital in Nashville, expecting to
refuse their recommendation to terminate the life of Audrey. The hospital
performed another ultrasound to see the progression of Audrey's condition. The
tech there said almost nothing as she completed this routine and directed us to
wait in the department heads office. As we waited we noticed the awards and
degrees lining her office walls proclaiming her accomplishments in the field of
prenatal medicine.
When the
doctor walked into the room, she pulled behind her a cart with a screen. She
was business like as she sat down and without much introduction pronounced that
Audrey did not have an Encephalocele . We were taken back by her words and
looked at her puzzled as she proceeded to explain that she didn't know what
happened, but that Audrey was going to be fine. She then showed the images of
Audrey's head and brain. She showed how now, for some reason she could not
explain, Audrey's brain was fully developed and properly placed in her cranium.
Cesia and I
were overjoyed. As Cesia told the lady
that we had a lot of people praying for us, to which the lady replied
"well, keep it up, I guess it's working". As she left the office, other
doctors and nurses began to come by and see us and ask about Audrey and what
had happened. An elderly man rushed into the room, with tears in his eyes he
hugged Cesia and said they never called him for good news. He was the neonatal
surgeon scheduled to perform the termination. He rejoiced and wept with what
God had done in our lives. Many nurses and other doctors came by the room that
day to speak with us and share the miracle God chose to perform on our daughter
Audrey.
She was
born about a month later...on Thanksgiving Day. She does not have perfect
health, but she is happy and healthy, fully mentally developed and a beautiful
four year old girl. To this day, many people at the hospital know her and call
her the miracle baby.
We all prayed so hard for Audrey and Gods answer to prayer was so amazing and confirming to us. Praise the Lord.
ReplyDeleteDios es BUENO, es un Dios de de MILAGROS y un Dios que hace lo imposible en Posible, solo quiere un corazón rendido hacia Él y dispuesto a esperar en su voluntad. Dios les Bendiga y siga usando Fam. Ogle Silvano.
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